I have a strong, clear, pressing urge that I'm meant to take off on a trail. The message clear while walking in the woods at Okmulgee's Deep Fork Wildlife refuge. I literally have it all mapped out. I don't have any fear of what will happen when I get home.
God I pray you guide me through this without fear or anxiety. I want to do this. I am willing to do this.
I'm coming to realize everything in day to day "normal" life can be so meaningless. The rows of shopping malls and worry we create inside our minds. The idea we must live a certain life. It all seems so completely incomplete. It's quite depressing what we waste our lives doing or really not doing.
I want to figure out "Why did you create each of us?" People wake up, go to work, watch TV, eat dinner, go to bed, repeat. I want to walk in the woods and truly get to know "Who am I?"
I'm taking this one step at a time and researching it all. I know where my heart is and I have a strong drive.
I'm right here, right now, for a reason.
Thank you for my life.
Thank you for the man I hiked this summer with.
Thank you for my joy.
Thank you for my happiness.
Thank you for making me the individual I am.
Thank you for my intuition, drive, and gut feeling.